That girl beside me is my lovely gf <3

Well she meant everything to me although how irritating she are .

I love her so much and deeply loving her with sincere heart .

Currently she was not feeling well :(

I'm worried 'bout her condition . 

I dun wish to see her suffer :/

Baby pls go eat lah , don't empty ur stomach please ?

I don't wish something happen to you lah baby .

Tap kiyut tao kalao kau saket .

Mintak kene cium aje .

Selamat kau jauh bhy kalao tak ^^ hahahaha !

SAYANGKAULAHBABI !

muaaah muaaah syg NurulAmira <3

Hie ppl , I'm bit down due to my parents :(

today was actually supposingly i need to go for MP .

But yet my parents today go fishing . 

They promise me to accompany me .

Haish , What i can do is to pretend nothing happen deep in my heart was totally hurt .

I cant do anything to change . 

Mom & dad ,

Please understand me also pls ?

I'm nt strong enough to overcome this alone . 

You may see i alwaes happy but this while deep down here i was thinking what will happen to me . 

Haish 

Currently waiting for gf to reach my Cribs :)

Fcuking tired but yet she complain she's bored kan ? 

So ask her come over :))

Haiyoo muke so th busuk of me :/

I can't sleep well few days due of thinking lots of problem -.- 

Damn Me ! 

Today gf go reporting & dunnoe what will th PO say :(

I'm scared but i can't do anything :(

I don't want say anything lah .

What i know i just need my gf by my side :)

I just need pampered from her :(

Saye pon tatawu why in d sudden :)

Nvm skg saye nak complain ate saye da koyak habes :(

Terlalu sleepy shey :(

Anw rambot saye kolor brown brown grey .

Entah ape nak jadi nan rambot aku pon tatawu :))

:))

Hi everyone :)) saye happy sesangat skaliey ^^ 

See tat girl :))

its my Miss perfection that complete my love journey ^^

Thanx god things going on smoothly on courts .

Just now i so totally fucking nervous when she was up to court :/

I was about to cry cos i was too scared to loose her even a sec :/

her name was called by judge and i was too scared after i heard wrongly 2days prison & fine $200

seriously when i heard that my tears rolled down and i couldnt stop .

I can't bear loosing her at all . 

lastly get to know she only got fine -.- 

Gosh thanx god .

I was so totally paisey cry infront lots of people sia -.-

ish ! 

I really sincere loving her with fully heart siia . 

Now my mind was thinking wat will happen kat juvinille court lak ?

haish . baby im just scared anything happen to you , 

i wasnt preapared with anything up now . 

Cos loosing you can cost me uncounted tears :'(

Bby you are my everything hunney <3

You might not be perfect in other ppl eyes but yet in my eye you are just perfect fr me <3

ILOVEYOUBABY <3

:'(

See th girl i kissed ?

I really love her much .

I know whats coming right behind her . 

She become more sensitive .

I swalow everything cos me myself was thinking what will happen .

Its not th time for me to happy happy siia . 

You will see i'm smilling all that ,

but yet truly im sick being a pretenders .

Enough tears waste thinking of you .

Please baby i'm not ready fr everything even you ryte ?

Lots problem in my head .

Kept myself silent and pretend nothing happen but its totally hurt much :/

I'm scared , 

what will happen ?

I pray to god so hard nothing happen . 

I dun wish things happen again :'/ 

please understand me . 

I'm being cranky all this while cos im sick thinking all this . 

i can't stop thinking about you .

How precious you are to me ?

You are so much much precious . 

Please baby don't be so cranky cos me myself  being that mode but being strong face to everythings .

#idon'twishtolooseyou :'(

:/

It isn't being an easy person who love to pretend like me .

It's hard to cover all the hurt come around me .

It's really hurt and what only i can do is only pretend :/

1st problem : Cisco problem :/ Lawyer letter here you come.

2nd problem : My girlfriend :(

Come on dad feel me don't put much pressure , 

I maybe fine and ignore everything but i'm here pretending with all ur werds u threw me . 

It's y mistake making first move to everything but u ust actually give me some support but dhen 

kept nagging and throw all th words . 

I may not be care so much here but me myself in my heart deeply hurt :'(

Come here feel me . 

I can feel being a parents but come on be fair :/

It's hard but please understand me pls dad ?

About my girlfriend ,

I'm sorry being so cranky all such thingy .

I may not care bout you cos i don't want to show how suffer am i now . 

I'm scared loosing you , 

I don't wish happen for th second time again :'(

Its hard baby to overcome all this . 

I've been thinking all this while without you realised everything . 

2 more days to go and i feel weird :/

Haish ! gf i love you alots and like really alots :')