every 13th

She's my heartbeat .

Im trying to hold on th pain and tears now . 

its hurt wen she cheering u up and ya i noe u confuse with ur heart :'(

i alwaes respect ur decision whats u want and dun't wnt in ur life .

i gotta be strong and stay happy just like this .

ppl could say im happy but yet im here still hurt :'( 

im crying all alone without anyone noes .

i suffer here alone and being happy outside .

I just dun want to keep hanging just like this .

Cos its also hurt and ya th more longer i hang  just like this , 

if i get negative ans also im in pain :'(

Bby i just hoping we get back .

nothing could seperate us ryte baby ? :'(

See tat pic tat u edit ?

I just miss you so fcuking much :'(

FADED ?????

what i can say im sorry and its hurts alots . 

If you think we still can move on tell me dun last mn left me hanging .

Im busy wit werk and you busy with friends :'(

k bye its hurt .

disappoinment

See that irritating girl :))

Thats my gf Mira not aqid :)

Things change and alots and everything change .

My gf were not like last tym .

I wasnt pretend at all .

 But my habit being like this .

I LOVE TO KEEP IT to MYSELF .

the more i can keep its mean still fine but i noe its really hurt myself.

But wat to do ..

i dun mind u having ur tym with ur friend but u change alot .

i just wait till i cant take it anymore .

Everything burst out and ya we got a quarrel just now .

I dun mean to hurt you . 

Maybe u cant see im crying or what .

I noe im werking and never had a tym for you .

But although im busy i still contact u . 

And ya i lied to you .

I say it yesterday im asleep but yet actually no . 

i was damn fcuking hurt but what i can do ?

i dun wan you to lose your friends anymore .

But atleast think of me too . 

by doing like this you also can lose me too hunney .

Im trying being strong with all this .

I divide my tym into 3 stil u r not forgetten .

Hope when i say it to u just now ,

u realise cos i wont be doing this again .

Im not that strong anymore :(

ILOVEYOUGIRL <3

Feelings

After th incident happen that day on friday ,

things everything change and least of communication -_-''

Its actually started on th day she accompany me keje .

I was thot she come alone buut dhen ...

Ya , Pai was also following .

Let me state th facts , Ya mmg aku jealous .

Tap , there will alwaes a reason behind it .

Let me ask you a few question :

How Long You Noe Pai ?

Who noe pai first ?

Do you ever trust everything on her ?

Do you noe her background?

You noe her from who ?

Think back lah ..

When you quarrel with me ,

You tell her .

K u can mati my point cos i tell my problem kat Fafad and nana ..

Tol tak ?

But i noe them for a long tym .

But you ?

How long you noe pai ?

SUME KAU NAK COMPLAIN PAI .

ya , ya she told everythin about me n fafad , 

But do you trust her everything what she say  ?

She stand alone now , 

dher sorng kan ?

Lgy  baek kau mataer nan dher skaliey .

Its not that im trying to hurt you what i say .

And this is not KARMA that hits me .

BUT u easily trust ppl .

And sumenye PAI ! 

What do you feel ,

Your fren ...

Kila , I close with her and i share everything , 

but its ur fren i just noe not more than 5months 

and i share everything msging her and when i wanna meet you up dhen 

i ask her to meet me up too .

How ?

What do you feel ?

I can be understanding , flexible and anything i can be tao .

But why must this happen ?

Do u want things to happen ?

I can let u have my sweet revenge tao but REMEMBER !

I STILL LOVE YOU! 

and in my mind was not in tat stage yet ! 

every 13th

Hey there :) Had an awesome tyme with at 

Awesome oit but she bully me :(

She bring me jln 2.3km -_-'' and OMG ! da mcm adventure tawuu .

Tempat tinggi and ya i afraid of height .

Bkan tak pena adventure or uat all those things .

But long tym tak g adventure naek takot lak :)

My first tyme having adventure & tracking everything with gf ^^

Haiyooo . what a tiring day .

Maklumlah ... our 4monthsary kan ^^

We both sweat tap best lah kan :)

have our tym together ^^

Baby kau mmg awesome syg ! 

aku syg kau sorng lah myy ^^

ILOVEYOU !

Next outing USS ^^

every 13th

This was th first photo taken with gf ♥

This photo was taken at bedok south .

Our 2nd tym meet :) 

On th date of 8 April 2011

She just finish her Cross Country and was about to meet her

 since i at Bedok area already going back my sis house .

This is our memories start to laugh one another :)

And There's come 13 April 2011,

 we started up with relationship and grew some love :)

Things was actually weird 1st tym cos ,

gf from th straight world .

But long day after things move on smoothly and everything perfect ♥

And guess what ?

Tomorrow is my 4monthsary with her :)

I'm so happy and i could't expect that we can make it to 4months okey ?

Hope th best for us .

We sacrifice alots just to make it last on our relationship .

Baby , saye sayang awak slalu dan awak akan slalu ade di hati saye .

Walau susah mane kite nak jumpe pon ,

Hati saye takkan berubah syg .

SAYE CINTA NURUL AMIRA anak pak OSMAN :)

ILOVEYOUALOTS♥ 

National day celebration

Happy birthday Singapore :)) 

hmm . Having a great tym with them at Marina Bay sand♥

i enjoy my day with my gf ! 

atlast get to myt up again :)

but now started to miss you again :(

currently having fever .

tired and worry about gf :(

actually we going to myt pai , ain and frog but they couldnt make it due noe parking :(

meet you soon k my dear fren :))

i also meet bdk yg aku rindu ellie :))

haha ! makin naek badan kau ^^

ish ish ! 

Currently gf tga sleep .

p8 dher pon tga low .

OMG ! how to contact you nyy :(

No matter tak dpt spent tym with u sgt but atleast i got to hug you tight tight ^^

You look awesome today and saye syg awak sgt sgt :)

Hmm . klah wanna go sleep :(

saye tga demam ny :) da makan obat pon .

iloveyouMIRAQATEK ♥

Spending tym with gf

After a long time never spent tym together and at last :))

We spent tym our precious time at Hort Park :))

Having an awesome time with gf :)

One whole day but still never get enough .

But what to do kan ?

Damn difficult to contact  girlfriend actually tat day .

Mcm'mcm dugaan oit :(

• Hp dher rosak
• tron Bedok reservoir tot of amek extra fon but takde 
• Nk g Tan Tock Seng 

Lots of thigs happen but still kite spent tym :)

We go Hort Park and carik spot baek baek and we spent tym . 

Hmm . currently saye worried bout gf hands :(

ish . buat sampai tak tido tawuu .

How lah satu hari u admit ?

Mesti aku makin risau .

GF say saye weird ?

Aku ny alien ke ?weird sgt ke ?

I just care for u baby :(

Im worried about u je .

Tats all .

Saye terlalu syg dgn awak .

U r my everything bby :)

ILOVEYOUBABY 

start afresh baby ^^

See that lady on top ?

My lovely gf .

Im sorry to hurt you by my words  hunney .

But i hope when i say this you will change into a better one cos , 

u say it ur mind was totally can't into skewl and you say u need them rite baby ?

Atlast u say it .

i noe u can't live without iqa and afad ryte ?

they meant in ur life ryte baby ?

No matter whats ur decision is , 

i stil love you baby .

i will alwaes give u a support on what u wanna do :)

I hope the four of u will get back together . 

i just u all to re-union again :)

pls ?

and gf pls pls buang ego nan sensitive kau jauh jauh k ?

i dun wan nanty kau menyesal alek .

Ish , geraaaaam aje aku @-@ ! 

Hahaha ! 

I hope i change u in th better one baby .

I also dun mean to hurt u but u kept on ckp ape slh u uat kan ...

so i tell everything up :))

ILOVEYOU NO MATTER WHAT HUNNEY ^^