:/

It isn't being an easy person who love to pretend like me .

It's hard to cover all the hurt come around me .

It's really hurt and what only i can do is only pretend :/

1st problem : Cisco problem :/ Lawyer letter here you come.

2nd problem : My girlfriend :(

Come on dad feel me don't put much pressure , 

I maybe fine and ignore everything but i'm here pretending with all ur werds u threw me . 

It's y mistake making first move to everything but u ust actually give me some support but dhen 

kept nagging and throw all th words . 

I may not be care so much here but me myself in my heart deeply hurt :'(

Come here feel me . 

I can feel being a parents but come on be fair :/

It's hard but please understand me pls dad ?

About my girlfriend ,

I'm sorry being so cranky all such thingy .

I may not care bout you cos i don't want to show how suffer am i now . 

I'm scared loosing you , 

I don't wish happen for th second time again :'(

Its hard baby to overcome all this . 

I've been thinking all this while without you realised everything . 

2 more days to go and i feel weird :/

Haish ! gf i love you alots and like really alots :')