Hold me tight and never slip me off from ur hand

Saturday, January 29, 2011


That's hr that i really miss ..
but ... i will just accept the facts what i say "/
Let me keep deep inside in my heart ...
Haish ! baby if u read this ...
It will be very good :')'
Cos i have no way to cntct u anymore ...
Yeah i declare i miss you ..
and i really2 do ..
hope to myt u one day .. haish !

This girl im gonna myt on the 31st ..
Myt me faster okey !
I need u by my side :(
I need a hug to calm down ...
takmu majok nan i k ??
ish ! padahal i reply ur msg :))

I miss Her !


Look the girl top there?? 
She is myLittleMissEGO .. i swear now i miss her fucking much :(
i can't explain how much i miss her ...
I hope she feel the same ...
hais ! I have told everything to her yesterday ..
haish  ! What i can declare , its difficult for me to forget u ...
But im trying my very best to  forget you ...
haish ! although we noe each other just a short tym ,
there's alots of memories we shared :))
Being a friend with u , is the nices way cos we share our stories and understand with each other...
I just miss ur hug , ur kiss , ur pampered and everything in u :)
This is my ferst tym Loving someone till like this ...
Fafad Kyoko do u noe tat u r really somebody to me in my hArt ??
Although u very very the naughty .. ish !* i hate it* i do still love you ...
haish ! Hope malam ny jadi and get to myt u ...

Friday, January 28, 2011

THanx :)


Hey Syirah Sinatra V. Costello ...
i noe you terlalu down ryte ?
takmu down pls ?
im here to cher u up :)
I dun wan u to be upset ..
Not only her ryte tat cn give u love ..
maybe someone will love you more ryte ??
Lets myt this 31st and we let out everything ..
Cos i want to throw everythng out and start new life ...
Thanx for being by my side and lend ur ear to hear my problem :)

Bored at home ..

Rain , Rain go away :(
Im cold ...
haiyoo .. bore at home decide watch
JANGAN PANDANG BELAKANG CONGKAK & HAUNTED CHANGI


While watching , also chatting with meowmeow ..
hahs ! Cute of hym hor ppl call hym abg ...


Staying now at home with NanaFana , Mama and Lela ...
I have ntg to do ryte now ... 
Nak kuar , tatawu nak g ane...


Mane agakagak Fafad ?
she awake tak ??
hmm . smalam sepnt tym mcm tak ckop :(
ish ! bored .. 
update later lah ! 


gdBYE nak tgk HAUNTED CHANGI !

Thursday, January 27, 2011

hmm .

I just miss this girl .. hmm .. in a sudden i miss her .. haish! 
hmm . what to do accept facts ..
i will get away from u btw .. dun worry :) start with ur new life okeyy ??
Be happy :)

Just now ..  Wake at 8 .. 
Fafad wake me at 8 .. adoii ! byy why early2 u wake me up ?
ish ! i sleep back and suden hp bunyi agy ...
my wifeyy meowmeow ^^ wake me up at 815:)
aww . shweet . pk maen2 nak kejot kan i ..
haha ! 

Hantar Fafad and Nana werk :)
aww . cian per Fafad penat eyk ??
tulah nak buat projek kan ...
tgk now da down :)
ish ! syg kau tawu ...

Proceed to Certis Cisco at Payar Lebar wit AZ CHAKIE :)
hahs ! Change course and at last dapat access control :)
hmm . After tat proceed back g hilton amek Fafad and Nana ! 
Cian Fafad penat eyk ? i urot her badan and she very2 cranky :(
I HATE WHEN U CRANKY! 
grr ~! 
Go macdonald teman Fafad g makan and tros alek take 502 :)
Inside bus sume sleep..
left me alone ... Give Fafad lend my shoulder and hug her ..
aww . cian die :(
penat kan ??

da nak reach jrg az bgn and he tak realised yg earpiece atas kepale die ..
bgn tros senyum .. haha !  
Yg nana angon tros terhantuk .. haha ! 
mcm2 karenah ..send fafad hm and teman nana tros nampak Pai kat bwh block..

Cine nak jumpe aku and we tok with bod ..
now hal everything settle no more musuh ..
sick tired of gado !  
haiyo .. 

hmm .. Meowmeow msg me and say surya saket .. 
GET WELL SOON SURYA ! 

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Rest Peacefully My dearest Teacher :'(

Rest Peacefully Mr Albert !
We miss the tym u taught us ...
U shared alots of story and gave us support on our studies..
i was touch when i heard from them tat u ask me to come back to school :)
Take care Mr Albert :) i miss you !


After myt all my ite fren ..
i go back and myt Nana ..
GUESS WHAT ??!!
Nana REBOND rambot !
ish ! geram perh ...
tap kiyut lah okey lah !
Dhen i go myt fafad .. i miss her like fuck and at last i got to myt her:)

u will alwaes be my ferst priority baby ..
although u r not mine:)
I really love you and i dunnoe why :(
ish !


This is my "wifey"
aww . hahs ! maen2 aje k ?
hahs ! meowmeow i miss u la...
myt me soon okey :)
Miss ITE tym with u ..
hahs ! Esok jgn lupe kejot kan i okey :)
haha ! kol tawu ... takmu msg nanty i tak bgon how ??
hahs !

Chatting with syirah just now :)
she was damn down ...
syirah .. i noe its hurt wen u try to walk away from someone you love :(
just remember that u r not facing this problem alone ..
im here by ur side giving u support with any decision u make ...
so .. dun think too much okey ...
anything beep me up .. im here for you ..
tc <3


Now what ?
i just miss Fafad ...
haiyoo ...
idk how cud i let it out !
i hope she noe how i feel ...
i deeply miss her like tat fucking much :(
haish !

nvm .. good nyte everyone ...
nak go mimpi pasal Fafad my bdk degel :)

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Go to school :)

Yesterday g skewl ok awesome lah ...


alots of them i myt yesterday ..
Ferstly , 
i met Chyqasiao and Ezini at boon Lay place .. 
accompany Ezini g doc psl she cant breathe .. pity her so much :(


Secondly , 
I met Nadiah , Sofea , Nanaah , Riri , ChaCha , ShaSha , Sarah , Diana and Fyana and amalia ..
i got all hug from all of them except  Sarah ! hahs ! 
adoii ! rimas oit sume hug sane sini but what i can say is ... i Miss my ITE FRENZY ! 
Otw home with Fyana and amalia and nanaah ..
Actually going back with shasha but she go home ferst cos she myting Nor an frens :)


Thirdly Myting NanaFana and Farid ..
ish ! she ferstly nak myt me kat LAKESIDE .. 
abeh nak marah2 .. gado nan dektu je aku jgk kene ...
WTH !!!
i hate it ! 
abeh atlast myt her kat LAKESIDE ! 
she buat baek with me and took some photo with me n farid ...
while waeting bus , 
saw EYUL and MONMON ..
hahs ! go smoke with them and tok2 til they take bus .. go jp sent Farid take train dhen aek umah nana ..
Nobody at home stay voideck and dhen eat nasi Ayam ...
Saw HUDA , EENA and HANIS .. 
tok tok  and BabyBoo FAFAD msg ! huhu ! 


Fourthly ,
Myt Fafad ...
I hug her kept on kissing her ..
ish ! i miss her so much ! 
haish ! 
how am i going to fyte for my love ..
i wont stop loving her ..
this is my first tym nanges for her tol2 bengkak ... 
i do really love her so that fucking much ! 
haiyoo ! i hope she understand how i feel ...


Thanx to syirah V. costello ! 
my MissHawty ! hahs ! 
Thanx fr being there for me ! 
Myt u soon okey ??













Jayjay, you have always been there for me though we haven't met. You're always the first to check up on me :) Any girl would be lucky to have you.
You're the best. 
You're amazing.
You're awesome.
I can name out a million good things about you jay.
My first impression of you was that you were very caring and friendly.
I'm so lucky to have known you.
I'm not joking baby. So screw everything that is bothering you. You're better than this. I don't like seeing you sad. We shall meet up and talk like there's no tomorrow.
Share everthing ang let everything go. We'll be the best of friends!

Hugs and kisses,
Syirah Sinatra ♥


This is what i edit for her .

Thanx for being there for me when im down .. and thanx with all the support u gave it to me ♥



Sunday, January 23, 2011

Weak

Im so damn weak :(
why shud i waste all my tears if i dun love you ?
am i tat sensitive ?
with all ur werds cn make me cry ?

Im cant carry on wit all ur challenges anymore ...
im weak already !
im so damn weak ! swear !

This is my 1st tym being like this ...
i will take it with all wat u say ..
u wont entertain my msg , kol , post or what ...
i wont disturb u ...
thats it ...

START WITH FIRE ??
u start it ferst .. so ya ...
i cnt take it with the challenges u give to me ..

IM NO MORE STRONG, GIRL ! 
TC GIRL ! ALL THE BEST ! 
NO MATTER WHAT I STILL LOVE YOU !

Saturday, January 22, 2011

Gosh ~!

CurrentLy at NANAFANA house ! On The phone with NUR HAZIQAHH ! haha !
Blh jadi org gylerh toking with her !
ish ! My body  all cramp :( ish thanx to Nana !
She sleep bgy i slip kat sipi lobang!
Geram perh ! 

Nur haziqahh kalao otf ley bobual tak ?? jgn senyap kan diri :(
ish ! geramnye !
Today supposely our 6 monthsary :')
hmm , remember all those memories ..


hmm... otak blank ... *thinking what im gonna write *
hmm...

6 person ??
haiyoo ...
who will be there for me ?
who will shower me with love??
who care for me ??
who will understand me ??

????
hmmm . still making decision ...
haish !

Friday, January 21, 2011

Spending tym with Her

Currently at myLittleMissEGO house ! im happy spending tym with her ...
Hope things will stay like this forever ..
im just happy with the way she treat me today ...
very SWEET !
Nobody disturb btw me n her today ...
kalao tak kan ...
Mcm2 bunyi kat handphone die .. :(

but Today senyap aje hp dher :)
SENANG HATI OIT !
haha ! tap alaaa ! comfirm jap agy aku alek ... all change back !
 ish ! MyBabyFafadKyoko ape-ape pon tetap aku sayang kau mcm slalu jgk !

I only love my ONLY BUDAK DEGEL FAFAD KYOKO !
i wont show u so much i love you and how much i care for u ..
but i want u to realised it urself..
i hope one day you will realised how much i sacrificed just for loving you so much !

Thursday, January 20, 2011

Its not easy to make a right decision ...

In my Lyf having 3 person to choose ...
i have to choose right choice to be in my LIFE ...
Im damn CONFUSED with my life ....
i Do love FAFAD KYOKO and i still waet for you ...
No matter what , i waet ... for your decision .. whereas i  oso dun want to get hurt if u still
think about ur decision and in a sudden mood u want andi in your life ...


No matter what i still respect your decision fafad ...
haish ! i hope i will get backk to you ..
i try my best to sacrifice everything for you ...

so now i  have to make up my mind up ...

im just confused with everything !

FAFAD KYOKO ,
       U will always be kep t in my mind ... i waet for your decision ...  i LOVE you and ONLY you FAFAD !
   

IM CRAZY OVER YOU GIRL !~~

i LOVE YOU FAFAD KYOKO !

I NEED YOU GIRL !

I WANT YOU GIRL !

And That can make me HAPPY !

I HAVE TO THINK WISELY !

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

shud i fyte for my love ?

Im going to deactivate FACEBOOK ..
All just because i wanna fight for  my love ...
i do love fafad alots ..
So i guess i want to deactivate my fb ...
im sorry guys ..
i do love fafad ..

To my dearest Fafad Kyoko ...
i will try my best to be Mr PERFECT for you ..
i do love you ..
I will prove you tat i love you..
and i will shower with all the love i got just for you..

I LOVE YOU FAFAD <3

Saturday, January 15, 2011

16012011

Memories With her :'(



                                                                                       










I cant ferget all memories with u... i love you fafad Kyoko !
I try my best not to be Jealousy !
Expect today will be our ! 1st monthsary but it alreadyy end on 7 january :(
Test my Patience .. although its hurts alots .. i must accept teh fact ..
Happy ex Anniversary to my ex Lover Fafad Kyoko !
Hope you happy with ur life now ...
im here to share problem with , if u got any ...
And
Please Stop Being
EGO !


Sunday, January 2, 2011

Mystery person

hmm .. i was so blank after someone tag me  say im a heartbreaker cos her bestfren fall on me and get to noe i was attch ...
pls lah i dunnoe who u r ...
so stop posting k ??? get it im attch to someone already ! haish !

Saturday, January 1, 2011

Im sorry :(

BabyBOO ! im sorry shwiitheart :(
i dun mean to hurt u at all :(
i do love you baby ...
pls forgive me cn ??
haish !

NUR FARHANAH BINTE ZAINAL ABIDIN aku syg kan kau !
faham ???
pls ?
i hope u fyl the same :(
haish hope we get to spent tym our tym together again ... cn i ?
haish !

bby ... pls?