What I feel

I've been keeping this few days . Things started to change when it's start to quarrel . You just giving some certain hint that telling me that I'm not tat so good to love you . I've been hurt that much a lots . don't you ever remember the time you post should share your proble with someone that you got like :/ it's fucking can't forget anything . And even you got say why didn't ur own gf pampered you why must others.it's fcuking hurt till now th pain doesnt gone. I can't say anything cos everything seems to be wrong . I don't mean to change myself but it change by itself and I just don't know why am I being like this . Revengeful in my heart . I try my best to throw everything . It's hurt much though but I'm trying keeping myself quiet cos I don't wanna hurt you in any way it does . Nothing faded but then , I don't know whats fucking wrong with me . I feel so fucking useless not like last time . I try being strong to be with you . I don't wish to lose you in any way at all cos for me you are really precious to me .I'm trying to change myself in a better way but it's still hurt me and it will take time to heal slowly. I'm sorry for everything change cos Im not me like who I am before . A lil bit change cos a lil hurt that hurt me deeply much . I just feel like crying but Dhen why should I . You could say my lil sister being there for me . Yes she did but Dhen I try not to be by her side let her be independent . And today in sudden things doesn't goes well again . It's been going to be 2weeks things remain like this . Baby nothing I should blame you . Maybe both of us make mistake without realise but Dhen I hope things everything goes well Dhen :/ still loving you like how I use to be . All though you tot something change in me :') attitude may change but not my love towards you :') iloveyoufavourite girl <3

Its been 1week this happens :/

everything i do all wrong :/ 

Sacarstic tone of voice easily irrits me -.-

What did i do ?

We didnt text much & otp today ,

I'm happy to get to hear ur voice but then ...

Haish ! 

Forget it im off to sleep :/ 

night !

Hey diary , long time i didn't update my blog , 

here you go..

Its been busy all day with GF lah ape lagy kan ^^ 

Yesterday gf sleepover my house lah :))

AWESOME NIGHT with you baby <3

#myonlyFAVOURITEGIRL

Before we slep yesterday we took some pics with my sis <3

Mcm org gilerh lah kite enjoy ourself laughing :))

Wee~

Missing my bdk babi helmet with tears :')

Meet up soon okayy when you free . 

masing masing skg busy .

Mak asyik tanye fana tak dtg .

Unbelievable

UNBELIEVABLE !

8 Months being with my lil cute gf .

Gosh ~ Am i dreaming or what ?

Today 13 siia :))

Time fly tat fast eh ?

Well , its been a long tyme not having a long term relationship :))

Well , for me i don't really care how many months or years we been thru , 

but dhen sincere love is th most important :)

What for having a long term relationship without sincere ?

Well sincerely i really sayang my gf alots . 

Sincerely not from my mouth but totally from my heart :)

I just can't replace with with anyone else . 

We've been quarrel about all th small thingy . 

Well nothing changes in my heart :)

Its totally th same like last time . 

We've been thru up & down all this while . 

I was suprise that you are strong enough to overcome all th obstacle that step over us . 

I was totally proud of you being this strong . 

Well hoping this will stay with us while we continue our love journey baby :))

Let's fight every obstacle that come over us :))

ILOVEYOU & ONLY YOU BABY <3 

#CintaMampos13

Qatekshortiie 

"having a thot of turning back to straight :) my real world :)) but nah ???

I'm still wide awake . 

I can't sleep . My mind was ruining everything . 

I just can't explain anything that happening now . 

I'm weak to overcome this again & again . 

I've been keeping deep deep inside . 

I ca't let it out anymore . 

When i was about to tell everything ,

I was asked to shut up ,

But when i kept quiet and just keep it in my heart , 

You don't like and angry with me . 

What should i do now ?

You can just hate her for all you want ,

Cos i won't hate her for once . 

You can show your attitude .

She never done anything wrong towards you .

She didn't even fuck you around . 

She treat you like a lil'sister but yet this you give it to her ?

Not side you or her actually but yet please 

OPEN UP your eyes WIDELY .

Well you show people that you hate people all that , 

what if one day its happen to you ?

People hate with your character ?

Think far my dear ,

Its hard to overcome all this .

And hell yeah i won't ever say word 'LEAVE'

Cos its won't stated on my dictionary .

And yes , how your character is ,

I still accept for who you are . 

I'm trying to be the best person in your life but things bring down when you post,

"having a thot of turning back to straight :) my real world :)) but nah."

I'm down much much . GOSH ! 

Well , things happen i can't do anything already , 

Follow with the flow . 

Nothing i could force .

ILOVEYOU GF 

That girl beside me is my lovely gf <3

Well she meant everything to me although how irritating she are .

I love her so much and deeply loving her with sincere heart .

Currently she was not feeling well :(

I'm worried 'bout her condition . 

I dun wish to see her suffer :/

Baby pls go eat lah , don't empty ur stomach please ?

I don't wish something happen to you lah baby .

Tap kiyut tao kalao kau saket .

Mintak kene cium aje .

Selamat kau jauh bhy kalao tak ^^ hahahaha !

SAYANGKAULAHBABI !

muaaah muaaah syg NurulAmira <3

Hie ppl , I'm bit down due to my parents :(

today was actually supposingly i need to go for MP .

But yet my parents today go fishing . 

They promise me to accompany me .

Haish , What i can do is to pretend nothing happen deep in my heart was totally hurt .

I cant do anything to change . 

Mom & dad ,

Please understand me also pls ?

I'm nt strong enough to overcome this alone . 

You may see i alwaes happy but this while deep down here i was thinking what will happen to me . 

Haish 

Currently waiting for gf to reach my Cribs :)

Fcuking tired but yet she complain she's bored kan ? 

So ask her come over :))

Haiyoo muke so th busuk of me :/

I can't sleep well few days due of thinking lots of problem -.- 

Damn Me ! 

Today gf go reporting & dunnoe what will th PO say :(

I'm scared but i can't do anything :(

I don't want say anything lah .

What i know i just need my gf by my side :)

I just need pampered from her :(

Saye pon tatawu why in d sudden :)

Nvm skg saye nak complain ate saye da koyak habes :(

Terlalu sleepy shey :(

Anw rambot saye kolor brown brown grey .

Entah ape nak jadi nan rambot aku pon tatawu :))

:))

Hi everyone :)) saye happy sesangat skaliey ^^ 

See tat girl :))

its my Miss perfection that complete my love journey ^^

Thanx god things going on smoothly on courts .

Just now i so totally fucking nervous when she was up to court :/

I was about to cry cos i was too scared to loose her even a sec :/

her name was called by judge and i was too scared after i heard wrongly 2days prison & fine $200

seriously when i heard that my tears rolled down and i couldnt stop .

I can't bear loosing her at all . 

lastly get to know she only got fine -.- 

Gosh thanx god .

I was so totally paisey cry infront lots of people sia -.-

ish ! 

I really sincere loving her with fully heart siia . 

Now my mind was thinking wat will happen kat juvinille court lak ?

haish . baby im just scared anything happen to you , 

i wasnt preapared with anything up now . 

Cos loosing you can cost me uncounted tears :'(

Bby you are my everything hunney <3

You might not be perfect in other ppl eyes but yet in my eye you are just perfect fr me <3

ILOVEYOUBABY <3

:'(

See th girl i kissed ?

I really love her much .

I know whats coming right behind her . 

She become more sensitive .

I swalow everything cos me myself was thinking what will happen .

Its not th time for me to happy happy siia . 

You will see i'm smilling all that ,

but yet truly im sick being a pretenders .

Enough tears waste thinking of you .

Please baby i'm not ready fr everything even you ryte ?

Lots problem in my head .

Kept myself silent and pretend nothing happen but its totally hurt much :/

I'm scared , 

what will happen ?

I pray to god so hard nothing happen . 

I dun wish things happen again :'/ 

please understand me . 

I'm being cranky all this while cos im sick thinking all this . 

i can't stop thinking about you .

How precious you are to me ?

You are so much much precious . 

Please baby don't be so cranky cos me myself  being that mode but being strong face to everythings .

#idon'twishtolooseyou :'(

:/

It isn't being an easy person who love to pretend like me .

It's hard to cover all the hurt come around me .

It's really hurt and what only i can do is only pretend :/

1st problem : Cisco problem :/ Lawyer letter here you come.

2nd problem : My girlfriend :(

Come on dad feel me don't put much pressure , 

I maybe fine and ignore everything but i'm here pretending with all ur werds u threw me . 

It's y mistake making first move to everything but u ust actually give me some support but dhen 

kept nagging and throw all th words . 

I may not be care so much here but me myself in my heart deeply hurt :'(

Come here feel me . 

I can feel being a parents but come on be fair :/

It's hard but please understand me pls dad ?

About my girlfriend ,

I'm sorry being so cranky all such thingy .

I may not care bout you cos i don't want to show how suffer am i now . 

I'm scared loosing you , 

I don't wish happen for th second time again :'(

Its hard baby to overcome all this . 

I've been thinking all this while without you realised everything . 

2 more days to go and i feel weird :/

Haish ! gf i love you alots and like really alots :')

I may smile outside but not inside

I maybe smiling all the way to entertain myself .

But the truth is deep here i'm too hurt .

It's not that i want to pretend but i can't show it .

It's hurt when in sudden you are down . 

Why should i cry all this ?

I didn't do anything wrong .

I'm sorry i can't entertain myself .

All my tears entertain my emotion all the way .

I don't want giving you sacarstic attitude . 

Because its still hurt me .

I'm sorry damn fcuking sorry :/

Still loving you & only you 

27102011

Its my sister wedding day & also her 34 bdaey :))

Last long with ur Current husband my big sister .

Da tue kau eh ?

HAHAHA ! 

Ni bdk asyik nanges aje . 

tatawu ape dher nak :)

Its was tiring day i had . 

Kakak nak kahwin , aku tak tido .

Ngantok oit .

Must wear baju kurong -.- 

DAMN IRRITS oi !

KEPANASAN siaa .

Atlast p8 da top up . 

easy cntct GF :)

kalao tak punya lah susah .

haha ! 

My eye now sume rashes and i hate it much siia . gatal nak mampos . 

Saye rindu gf :'(

Nanty JUMPE dher :)

yahooooo ! 

Nak kiss neck dher lot lot pls ^^ 

Kk kalao gf dpt tau aku blog without dher tawuu , mampos aku ! hahaha ! 

anw saye tersangkot lagu ,

I'M SEXY & I KNOW IT ^^

wingle wigle wigle wigle ^^

kk byeeee sume :) otak blank :)) 

Bila bila Cinta QatekShortiie 

#cintaMAMPOS13

im 19

Im 19 atlast :) waiting for this day .

Celebrating with my gf & nana and all the friends.

Im celebrating with Indra also cos we fall on th same birthday .

Its much appriciated my gf bought me bdaey cake & nana bougt me HUGO BOSS perfume :)

Its totally fun celebrating my bdaey with my love one .

But i was damn fcuking sad when my parents not being there with me :'( 

i did cry before go ECP .

But nvm still my gf and others cheer me up .

i was too happy cos got to celebrate bdaey with my gf . 

Atlast we are still together and yet we got to celebrate our both bdaey .

 At 4plus, me & Farish maen hujan lah ape lagy kan ? haha ! 

Taklah actually kite g beli minom . 

We all drink and dhen actually tak mabok but down uhc pasal not enuf sleep nye pasal .

So plan tido je uhc tak prasan da pagy pon .

But gf totally nan takde mood . 

Actually bit down tap ya i fhm pe tga menses dhen lagy sorethroat so ya . 

When back naek bus all th way to clementi .

From clementi take 99 bck hm .

Pk dpt rest skaliey my anak sdare ade kene jage . 

What a tiring day .

And skg mata suda juleng mau tido :))

Tetap ku mencintai Mira Qatek <3

aisheteru 

#cintaMAMPOS13

all bout My life

All about my life ~ 

I'm a type who really love to pretend .

I love to act like as if nothing happen . 

After things happened , 

i guilty being a pretenders cos i gain more hurt and people thots tat i will always be okayy .

I love to act normal cos i don't want to hurt anyone . 

This is my real character who always understand people feelings & 

Don't understand my own feelings .

I don't wish this things to happen to me at all but my character is totally like this .

Currently in my life here come 

Mira Qatek :) my only precious one 

&

Nana Fana :) my lil sister .

Yes both is important to me . 

But yes my gf is more important and really precious to me in my heart .

she's being there with me when anything happen to me .

She kept everything inside her heart although she's hurt .

I understand how she feel cos me myself feels this before .

Its leave a deeply cut that take a longer time to heals . 

I know i've been always giving in on both of you . 

i keeping this while since the time about my birthday planning .

I should be happy actually but why was i deeply down & its hurts me alots ?

I just want  both of you to be there when my birthday .

but this isn't i want actually .

My girlfriend love to revenge .

I don't want that to keep in her heart .

Cos it's won't be happy like that cos i knew it everything .

How would i say if i rather spent my special day with my belove family ?

both of u will really get hurt .

I don't wish to have any suprise at all . 

Cos i just appriciate if both of you with me . 

I don't wish to hurt my girlfriend or anyone at all . 

I don't WISH for that at all . 

I feel like crying now , but who noes ?

No one noes cos i alwaes give in and react like things as normal . 

I don't wish to have any fight .

I don't wish to pretend again .

I don't wish to get hurt again .

I JUST WISH EVERYTHING WILL GET STABLE .

How hurt am i , i still being strong to stay here and accept for who you are ,

Cos my love is bigger than aWORD iloveyou that alwaes i whisper to you <3

You meant everything to me & don't because of that you want to take for granted .

Yes i admit i don't know how to elaborate how much i love you , but the action i did for you always show .

You just need to focus too . 

Im focusing every step you do .

so do you ?

I hope you feel me too . 

Our day

Its been a long time never spent time with my gf 2 person <3

Today was totally awesome spending time with her ,

watching paranormal activity 3 with her at Vivo City .

Firstly she was actually nak scared kan saye tap its turned another way round .

Haha  ! cerite terkejot kejot i was scared jgk actually but step brani lah , 

bile pat terkejot je mcm paranoid jap beh terdiam uhc .

Gf lak terpekik ! tawuu pon takot ^^ Haha ! 

PADAN MUKE KAU ! 

tetap aku syg kau .

After that kite plan nak dok dok kat vivo , 

gf plan nak g sentosa ,

so yeah we go sentosa g siloso beach .

Its dark and serious shit eerie .

For th first time i feel so uncomfort with th place but just keeping quiet :(

But so far i still enjoy my day with my FAVOURITE GIRL <3 

ILOVEYOU & ONLY YOU SHWIITHEART <3

my only cheeky girl 

#cintaMAMPOS13 

Im happy with my life

Such a long time never update my blog due to lappy breakdown

Just wanna share something what im happy with my life right now .

it's been 6month im with my gf <3

im so happy cos i make it till here and hoping we cn go far than this :)

We celebrating our 6monthsary at Henderson wave .

We ton-ed and yes for our first very first time , wishing each other face to face .

OMG !

so very th blushing of me but appriciate its alots cos we got to spent tym together that night , 

The next day still 13th what so i had planned that day jgk we go PLAY ^^

oh god my first time going there -_-

Saket kepale uhc but nvm my gf was prety awesome ,

Haha ! kau sexy sesangat ^^ 

(kalao bace ny takmu kembang)

So now being part of ur life now ,

im trying to make changes on my CHARACTER :)

But i hope u also play part of game with me pls ?

takmulah i sorng je try my best to change .

Saye cume sayang awak sorang aje MIRAQATEK

#CintaMAMPOS13

My only favourite girl 

iloveyou

i dun wish to loose you for a third tym. bby wat are you goin to tell me actually? my mind tak tenteram. haish. did i do anything wrong? hmm. i dun wish things happen again. bby i love you and only you. bby i miss you so much. although everyday kau cranky ttp i syg u alots and damn fcuking lots :(

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every 13th

She's my heartbeat .

Im trying to hold on th pain and tears now . 

its hurt wen she cheering u up and ya i noe u confuse with ur heart :'(

i alwaes respect ur decision whats u want and dun't wnt in ur life .

i gotta be strong and stay happy just like this .

ppl could say im happy but yet im here still hurt :'( 

im crying all alone without anyone noes .

i suffer here alone and being happy outside .

I just dun want to keep hanging just like this .

Cos its also hurt and ya th more longer i hang  just like this , 

if i get negative ans also im in pain :'(

Bby i just hoping we get back .

nothing could seperate us ryte baby ? :'(

See tat pic tat u edit ?

I just miss you so fcuking much :'(

FADED ?????

what i can say im sorry and its hurts alots . 

If you think we still can move on tell me dun last mn left me hanging .

Im busy wit werk and you busy with friends :'(

k bye its hurt .

disappoinment

See that irritating girl :))

Thats my gf Mira not aqid :)

Things change and alots and everything change .

My gf were not like last tym .

I wasnt pretend at all .

 But my habit being like this .

I LOVE TO KEEP IT to MYSELF .

the more i can keep its mean still fine but i noe its really hurt myself.

But wat to do ..

i dun mind u having ur tym with ur friend but u change alot .

i just wait till i cant take it anymore .

Everything burst out and ya we got a quarrel just now .

I dun mean to hurt you . 

Maybe u cant see im crying or what .

I noe im werking and never had a tym for you .

But although im busy i still contact u . 

And ya i lied to you .

I say it yesterday im asleep but yet actually no . 

i was damn fcuking hurt but what i can do ?

i dun wan you to lose your friends anymore .

But atleast think of me too . 

by doing like this you also can lose me too hunney .

Im trying being strong with all this .

I divide my tym into 3 stil u r not forgetten .

Hope when i say it to u just now ,

u realise cos i wont be doing this again .

Im not that strong anymore :(

ILOVEYOUGIRL <3

Feelings

After th incident happen that day on friday ,

things everything change and least of communication -_-''

Its actually started on th day she accompany me keje .

I was thot she come alone buut dhen ...

Ya , Pai was also following .

Let me state th facts , Ya mmg aku jealous .

Tap , there will alwaes a reason behind it .

Let me ask you a few question :

How Long You Noe Pai ?

Who noe pai first ?

Do you ever trust everything on her ?

Do you noe her background?

You noe her from who ?

Think back lah ..

When you quarrel with me ,

You tell her .

K u can mati my point cos i tell my problem kat Fafad and nana ..

Tol tak ?

But i noe them for a long tym .

But you ?

How long you noe pai ?

SUME KAU NAK COMPLAIN PAI .

ya , ya she told everythin about me n fafad , 

But do you trust her everything what she say  ?

She stand alone now , 

dher sorng kan ?

Lgy  baek kau mataer nan dher skaliey .

Its not that im trying to hurt you what i say .

And this is not KARMA that hits me .

BUT u easily trust ppl .

And sumenye PAI ! 

What do you feel ,

Your fren ...

Kila , I close with her and i share everything , 

but its ur fren i just noe not more than 5months 

and i share everything msging her and when i wanna meet you up dhen 

i ask her to meet me up too .

How ?

What do you feel ?

I can be understanding , flexible and anything i can be tao .

But why must this happen ?

Do u want things to happen ?

I can let u have my sweet revenge tao but REMEMBER !

I STILL LOVE YOU! 

and in my mind was not in tat stage yet ! 

every 13th

Hey there :) Had an awesome tyme with at 

Awesome oit but she bully me :(

She bring me jln 2.3km -_-'' and OMG ! da mcm adventure tawuu .

Tempat tinggi and ya i afraid of height .

Bkan tak pena adventure or uat all those things .

But long tym tak g adventure naek takot lak :)

My first tyme having adventure & tracking everything with gf ^^

Haiyooo . what a tiring day .

Maklumlah ... our 4monthsary kan ^^

We both sweat tap best lah kan :)

have our tym together ^^

Baby kau mmg awesome syg ! 

aku syg kau sorng lah myy ^^

ILOVEYOU !

Next outing USS ^^

every 13th

This was th first photo taken with gf ♥

This photo was taken at bedok south .

Our 2nd tym meet :) 

On th date of 8 April 2011

She just finish her Cross Country and was about to meet her

 since i at Bedok area already going back my sis house .

This is our memories start to laugh one another :)

And There's come 13 April 2011,

 we started up with relationship and grew some love :)

Things was actually weird 1st tym cos ,

gf from th straight world .

But long day after things move on smoothly and everything perfect ♥

And guess what ?

Tomorrow is my 4monthsary with her :)

I'm so happy and i could't expect that we can make it to 4months okey ?

Hope th best for us .

We sacrifice alots just to make it last on our relationship .

Baby , saye sayang awak slalu dan awak akan slalu ade di hati saye .

Walau susah mane kite nak jumpe pon ,

Hati saye takkan berubah syg .

SAYE CINTA NURUL AMIRA anak pak OSMAN :)

ILOVEYOUALOTS♥ 

National day celebration

Happy birthday Singapore :)) 

hmm . Having a great tym with them at Marina Bay sand♥

i enjoy my day with my gf ! 

atlast get to myt up again :)

but now started to miss you again :(

currently having fever .

tired and worry about gf :(

actually we going to myt pai , ain and frog but they couldnt make it due noe parking :(

meet you soon k my dear fren :))

i also meet bdk yg aku rindu ellie :))

haha ! makin naek badan kau ^^

ish ish ! 

Currently gf tga sleep .

p8 dher pon tga low .

OMG ! how to contact you nyy :(

No matter tak dpt spent tym with u sgt but atleast i got to hug you tight tight ^^

You look awesome today and saye syg awak sgt sgt :)

Hmm . klah wanna go sleep :(

saye tga demam ny :) da makan obat pon .

iloveyouMIRAQATEK ♥

Spending tym with gf

After a long time never spent tym together and at last :))

We spent tym our precious time at Hort Park :))

Having an awesome time with gf :)

One whole day but still never get enough .

But what to do kan ?

Damn difficult to contact  girlfriend actually tat day .

Mcm'mcm dugaan oit :(

• Hp dher rosak
• tron Bedok reservoir tot of amek extra fon but takde 
• Nk g Tan Tock Seng 

Lots of thigs happen but still kite spent tym :)

We go Hort Park and carik spot baek baek and we spent tym . 

Hmm . currently saye worried bout gf hands :(

ish . buat sampai tak tido tawuu .

How lah satu hari u admit ?

Mesti aku makin risau .

GF say saye weird ?

Aku ny alien ke ?weird sgt ke ?

I just care for u baby :(

Im worried about u je .

Tats all .

Saye terlalu syg dgn awak .

U r my everything bby :)

ILOVEYOUBABY 

start afresh baby ^^

See that lady on top ?

My lovely gf .

Im sorry to hurt you by my words  hunney .

But i hope when i say this you will change into a better one cos , 

u say it ur mind was totally can't into skewl and you say u need them rite baby ?

Atlast u say it .

i noe u can't live without iqa and afad ryte ?

they meant in ur life ryte baby ?

No matter whats ur decision is , 

i stil love you baby .

i will alwaes give u a support on what u wanna do :)

I hope the four of u will get back together . 

i just u all to re-union again :)

pls ?

and gf pls pls buang ego nan sensitive kau jauh jauh k ?

i dun wan nanty kau menyesal alek .

Ish , geraaaaam aje aku @-@ ! 

Hahaha ! 

I hope i change u in th better one baby .

I also dun mean to hurt u but u kept on ckp ape slh u uat kan ...

so i tell everything up :))

ILOVEYOU NO MATTER WHAT HUNNEY ^^

ILOVEYOU

I was just wish that we will be happy like this .

Ur life mmg still nak enjoy but u dun even noe kalao my life my age like this . 

Memang i nak enjoy but kalao takde duet camne nak enjoy ?

I was thinking that atleast if i werk i leh enjoy with u wih th money jgk . 

But u seems dun understand me at all .

Baby , if u feel im bored now , i may go . 

my Love towards u tak faded walaopon im werking . 

But u seems being so selfish . 

Everynight i cry , i suffer this and i kept pretending ntg happen .

Its hurt deep inside my heart ,

Me myself try to be flexible . 

Look baby yesterday although im tired and sleepy ,

i still accompany u just to make sure r fine , 

Bukan nak ungkit , 

But haish ...

Although im tired , tetap i smile and lyn u , 

but you ?

Give me some face :'(

I understand u tired but come on you do it to ur gf .

Im not needed . 

Baby , if u feel like going off from my life dhen just do it .

Dun regret later :'(

Im useless and its really hurt me deeply alots .

I sanggop terime ape ape saje :'(

IM WEAK AND DAMN WEAK :'(

i just accept whats happening on me .

Only You i kept in my heart <3

ILOVEYOU <3

i miss you

hey hey i miss my gf like wth !

haiyooo..

myt up soon pls ?

Btw u awesome . 

hahaha !

sorry

Sorry if i get with you pasal Fb :(

i dun meant my words just now.

But i didnt kacau kwnkwn u . 

haish ! smalam satusatu da preassure .

Ttp aku diam jgk .

No matter what i still love you .

nak jadi ape , jadi uhc .

Yg penteng skg aku tga saket hati .

tats all , maybe terbwk pasal smalam smpai nyarie -_-

nak cry pls ?

being there for my friend pon slh ke ?

aku diam aje -_-

sudalah malas nak amek tau ny sume .

M.I.A baru tawuu .

Pandai'pandai nanty kwg'kwgg sume carik aku :)

Haish  !

Mira Qatek

see that person up there ?

thats jayjay qatek <3 my lovely girlfriend <3

she's all mine now <3 iloveher damn lots :))

my one and onlybudak qatek whom i love so much <3

thanks baby , for everything you've done .

i appreciate for everything eu didfor me .

you showered me with your love and care <3

instead of money :)

i love you for who eu are and notwho eu are not .

the thick and thins we've go thru , make us learn alots .

till eu realise things thateu have not .

all the sacrifices we've made are for our own good .

how bad eu are or watever , still iloveyou jay <3

my first and my last . only eu jayjay .

you captured my heart fully .

you make me fall for eu deeply ,

in your own ways .

that makes me love eu so much .

i never found anyone like eu before.

please stay by my side , watever happens .

 neber leave me alone sweetheart <3

without eu , im nothing.

you are my everything now baby .

teh best part of all , after our 3rd monthsary ,

is when , we hug each other tightly and together

we look up in the sky watching the moon together .

aww~ thats the sweetest thing ever in my life .

you teach me everything .

-how to love

-how to control my emotion

-how to sacrifice

-what it feels when im hurt

-teach me how to survived

-how to feel

-most importantly , eu change me to someone new .

thanks baby , for everything .

im sorry coz updated w/o telling eu .

just wanna let eu know how much i love you .

and how much i appreciate eu .

till here .

                                                              -yr one&only budakjendol<3

                                                                                  -piggy loves monkey-

Our relationship ♥

Things getting better and better after 3rdMonthsary ♥

I hope things will remain like this . 

We seldom fight and misunderstanding .

Currently , my 3rdMonthsary had just past .

We spent our tym at East Coast Park . 

Currently she also move out from Bedok South to Marine Parade ,

easier for us to go ECP kan .

The day itself , 

On the 13 , things change .

Our Love story change in a wonderfull story oit :)

chey chey da macam ape lak ^^ 

But seriously we sit at Watrbreaker there and we Tgk moon together ♥

SWEET KAN AKU ? 

haha ! chey mcm phm :)

Everything was flashback and make me realised alots of things ♥

My love towards her become more stronger and stronger ♥

its all my plan not to meet everyday .

But now im satisfird with things changes .

Last time mmg i can entertain girls msg but now ,

i feel like ... 

entah eh mcm malas nak entertain uhc :)

Weird of me .

Changes of me . 

Still i love you my dear baby MiraQatek