Look up ^^ 

Who's that girl ?

It's Sharmeila ♥♥♥

About her , i miss everything about her ♥

i was trying to in her heart back ♥♥♥

I know Love can be sometime hurts ,

but that doesn't mean u can't be fall in love again .

Currently , 

Me and her sharing Facebook account .

So maybe she will be log in my account and sometime it could be me ♥

I know she scared to be in love again ,

just because of the incident happen few weeks ago .

But i'm here willing to be by her side and guide her♥

Maybe it take time for her to be in love but i'm right here willing to wait :)

I was so happy cause she post something in my Facebook before she sleep .

This is what she post :

Goodnight Little Jayjay ♥ candy dreams & sleep tight okay? Dream of me please? Hehe ~ but please don't fall off from your bed okay? Y'know, I miss you truck lots. I sayaaaaang you many'many please? ♥ - someone.

Do you know how sweet she were at that point ?

She was damn sweet like sugar please ??

Make me melt man :D

All day night kept on messaging her and giving her support :)

Trying to make us as Closer as last time .

I would just remember for the first time we text each other ,

and she told me being strong and is the better way .

Let your love come back if it meant to yours :)

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

♥♥♥♥♥♥ Nur Sharmeila ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Do remember im starting to be serious in knowing you , i will stop all the flirty . ♥

i promise :)

Its been 2 days never contact her .

i miss her so much .

where should i find her ? 

i text her but she never reply .

hope she's okeyy .

I just her hug and voice .

I kept on crying when open up a song that sang by her and her brother at youtube.

i just dunnoe how can i explain that i really love her and miss her .

After that i open up Meraung by NEWBOYZ.

i was totally sad like WTH ! 

the whole day at home .

no Matter what happen fad ,

i wont be hating u :)

i love you !

Guess who is this ?

She is mirah chinoneh .

I've been admired her for so long time before we knew each other :)

Zaman Friendster siot i admired her .

One day when i started to open FB account ,

i search this girl kat FB lerh ,

Last2 dpt jgk account dher .

She was damn busy with her work and also doesnt entertain with her FB .

One day , i received FB inbox .

and guess what ?

Its her msg me :)

aww . start from there we exchange no. and msg each other .

and we actually before we noe each other ,

we admired each other without we noeing each other .

AWESOME ryte ?

we lost contct with each other for long tym for some reason.

23032011 is the date i get to cntct her back .

AWESOME ryte ?

And till now we get to contact each other .

when i remember the past ,

i remember the first kiss and hug we had at Lakepark :)



Having a happy moment with her yesterday  ♥♥♥

I was damn happy although she attach , there is a tym for her to myt me :)

I alwaes kept thinking , we alwaes say that we don't want to meet each other ,

but end up we will alwaes meet up back .

What does it mean ?

are we meant to be together back ?

but she's attach to someone .

Does she really need me in her life ?

why should we met back ?

Yeah , true i need her that really much .

But what i can do is only being ego with my feelings .

Cos i respect that she's someone property ♥♥♥

Nevermind baby ,

we can't force a person to be in love .

But if ur love is to be with me ,

i will promise myself to take care you with full attention :)

Yesterday was supposely i go watch epul dance,

but i woke up late dhen thot going scape with shark atlast everything cancel .

We go vivo City meet Shasha and others PHONETICAA family .

After that we myt my parents at there too :)

We go eat at Kopitiam and actually we plan going woodland waterfront with Huda Family ♥

PLAN cancel again .

Me and shark plan go SENTOSA !

We walk thru the bridge and entrance was just $1 aje .

AWESOMe ryte ?

WE walk and we took monorail go BEACH STATION .

We walk2 and myt up Fad there cos she wanna pass me somethig♥♥♥

So me n Shark sit aside and saw SHASHA again . 

She smile2 malu2 ..

Badan awesome siia kau ! 

haha ! 

Shark go buy ticket and planning nak go jgk but forget it lah .

cos me myself dun go for dance aniwaey :)

After that fetch fafad at monorail .

Saw Gergerl , ManBoy , Liza , Nana , Shafik and Han .

Dhey bully me ask go minum air Bombay and Caramel :)

ish ! 

Planning nak alek abeh mabok .

Whem im going back , 

Fad giving me a kiss like how i always give her when im going back . 

Swear its like a dream siia cos never and ever she did that .

She pass me the book and i go before that i give her hug .

When i take monorail already i like hilang arah tujuan .

Cos I dunnoe where to go da mabok :)

Haha ! 

da reach vivo , idk where is the MRT . weird huh ?

haha ! 

Reaching lakeside nana and baby late ! ish ! 

Tired ! tired! tired !

Im a sweetalker to you ?

its gona to be funny maybe . 

More dhen 2 months im being single waiting for you ,

and everyone noes that im waiting for ur back . 

I repeat ONE MORE TIME ,

EVERYONE NOES THAT IM WAITING FOR UR BACK ! 

And all i get is all SHIT ! 

Maybe u could call me SWEETALKER .

But remember i still love you although it might hurt me ,

cos u are now SOMEONE PROPERTY !

i respect that alots .

U asked me to move on with my life ,

i try my best to move on .

While u eleted all my contacts .

What do u mean by all this ?

You want to move on , 

but u deleted all my contacts ?

its kind of funny story right ?

Remember Fad , u are attach to someone .

Why when i get to noe someone ,

you seems to get angry ?

Sorry to say this k ?

And until call Sweetalker ?

What do you mean ?

All this while did i shower u with love ?

did i ?

I am showering u with love ,

although 2nd tyme being patience with all this .

After 3rd tym , u move on already and u should noe it hurts me alots .

Remember the day we go woodland ?

Why didnt i hurt you by meeting shasha in front of ur eye ?

I still got a feelings :)

You asked me slept over ur house ,

and i did tat although somehw its hurt me when u show all ur babyboy msg .

And remember u tok out the ring on my finger ?

Do u noe its somehow hurt me alots .

Me myself ignore it and just go out from ur house ALONE by not u sending me outside .

Its END between us now .

Now , 

I respect u as someone property now .

So ya , dun think it anymore aite ?

Memories Lil'MrJealous♥♥♥ Lil'MissEGO

16122010

Last and thats all for the memories 0n 16122010

The way eu reply your answers at formspring make my tears drop . 161210 & My name , fafad kyoko .. Im soriey to make eu hurt .. I know im a bad girl fren eu ever had .. Im just useless for eu dats whye i had to leave you .. i slalu saket kan hati eu .. actually i tak sampai hati .. haish .. okeh , i mmg pernah ader crush kat nana tapi tuh smue dulu .. i ckp ngn nana yg i dulu pernah ader crush kat dyer .. i repeat ehk jay tuh smue DULU .. skg i tkde pape feeling poun kat dyer .. Tapi eu anggap niey smue salah .. maybe eu cume nampak i happy2 , marah2 atau carik pasal ngn eu tapy eu tk tawuk , i slalu nanges psl eu .. eu tawuk tk susah i nk lupe kan eu .. example , i pernah ckp , kite takkan jumpe lagy , tapy tetap kite jumpe and mesra2 .. i tried to understand your feelings .. please get the true facts ferst b4 accusing me jay .. i hampa sngt ngn eu .. tkpe lah , i cume beban jek dalam hidop eu .. tanpa i , i tawuk eu akan bahagia & tk nanges setiap hari .. Just wanna say i miss " 161210 ♥ LitteMissEgo & LittleMrJealous "

Awesome time with Syirah Sinatra V.Costello

at Vivo City .

Not only her ,

NanaFana ,

BabyNuramirah,

NanaahFarzana,

BobWonderboy

and

Eica Siao

I was damn down and i met them at VIVO CITY .

i was happy cos they make me laugh,

smile whole day ,

and all the problem i had i can just put it aside :))

i meet my lil hawtstuff yesterday ♥♥♥

i was damn happy yesterday when i saw her .

she make me smile whole day .

She shower me with love ♥♥♥ 

She are just like my drugs ,

without her i think ,

My life will be in dark again .

I was thot wanna meet her again today but she was not in the mood . 

cos something happen .

I mean she got family problem . 

I was damn pity with her .

i was supposed be there for her but she say that she meeing afad .

Nvm , 

I will meet her someday .

I will alwaes be there for u when u r down my lil'Bitch.

I LOVE YOU BITCH ! ♥♥♥

From now on i will MIA from you ...

16122010  will be delete in my mind .

cos now u r attach to someone . 

i don't want to disturb ur life again :)

Hope u happy with HYM .

16122010

                            

This is the last day i spent tym with her . 

Hope the best for her .

I was damn hurt seeing ur blog , like what the hell !!

Haish !

I hope you hapy with your life :))

Checking her profile and GUESS WHAT ?

she BLOCK me from Facebook :(

haish ! WTH ! 

Although its hurts alots i have to accept the facts .

i noe u love Hym tat much ryte ?

Now , get to noe better with SHASHA ferst ..

I started to love her but there is no way havin chance being with her .

MAYBE ?

hahs ! 

I start to noe her from ferst again ..

By this week im gonna myt her :))

I miss you alots man ! 

ish ! 

Currently with nanaFana,Baby epul and waty ...

Zila damn irritating sia !

Seducing nana lak ! huakhuak >_<

eeee ! geli sak ! haha ! 

Klah nak go mandi and siap go lepak ...

♥♥♥ I L O V E S H A S H A ♥♥♥

I miss her .. But what i can do just let her off and i move on with my life .

She found back her ex already and me myself had to accept the facts .

although i love her , i have to let her go .

Although its hurt , just lemme hurt and let u happy :)

Nvm hope the best for you and him aite ?

Last Long my LittleMissEGO :)

i was thinking who will be my future GF ..

But end up someone called me .

Guess who ??

That's her , SHASHA♥♥♥ 

hahs ! miss You alots my dear :)

I miss the ferst tym we meet okehh .

First hug i got from u ♥

I hope to get u more better love .

As i say in msg :))

Today gonna myt u at

Causeway Point at 5pm :)

Im waeting for u okehh ?

I noe u hate ppl who never be punctual kan ?

Today im gonna being punctual just for you okehh ?

Meet you later BabyPrincess ♥♥♥

♥♥♥     I L O V E Y O U S H A S H A    ♥♥♥

Saw this girl ??

She will alwaes be stay in my heart  ♥♥

Whole day she never even text me ??:( 

Waet for her text since just now .

i asked her sister , Fyqa isi she at hm ?

but what i get the ans is she's not at home :(

Im worried about her .

Oh god , i do really love her that much ..

How could i explained to her ?

Why can't we be together ?

After the first guy gone , 

come another guy ..

And now after she leave that guy ,

i thot it cud be en of hurting i got ..

but there came her ex back in her life :(

How could i be strong ? 

On Friday , i went polyclinic ..

The doctor name Dr Lisa ..

i remember that ^^ ♥

She checked my Blood pressure and she say my blood pressure was to low :(

Normally my blood pressure is 110/90 ,

but when they check me its or my first time its 30/90 ..

the doctor say its damn low and i need to be careful :))

Haiyoo ! what a PENYAKIT i got ! ish ~!

Just put down fone with NANAFANA !

I hate her ~! 

SWEAR ! Yesterday she promise me to accompany me hired cab .

Lastly  she left me alone and she go back with baby .

WTF ! 

And now my EZLINK lost ~! how am i suppose to go werk ?

suke sangat kan aku tak go werk ?

Love sangat kan i terminate from werk ?

argghh ~! My mc Lagy ! WTH ~!

I love you

I MISS EVERYTHING ABOUT HER !!

 i miss her hug !!  ♥♥♥

I miss her kiss !!  ♥♥♥

I miss her Pampered !! ♥♥♥

Whats all in my Mind are all about

HER!!

Baby , you will alwaes be remain in my heart .. ♥♥♥

I just don't know why i can't let go you and forget all about you ..

AND MEMORIES !

It's almost 2 Months being single ..

I don't believe it at all ..

Im not this type of person actually ..

Why can't i just move on ?

Fafad , do you noe how much i love you ??

Do you noe why i love you ?

This is the reason ..

Although u make me hurt ,

Do remember you r not the baddest girlfren i ever had ..

But u r the GREATEST girlfren i ever had ...

Remember , you are

ONE IN A MILLION  ♥♥♥

You will be remain in my heart no matter what ...

I do love you and i really do ..

How you waet for hym , its the same like how i waet for u ..