me & nana

thats it nana ur behaviour become worst ..
I HATE YOU !
and THATS ITS OVER BETWEEN US NOT TO CONTACT !
bile perlu carik..what do u mean kau tunggu aku ..tap aku tak muncul ?
aku da msg kau abeh ??
eyk just fuck off lah !
SIAL UHC ! binget uhc sial !
nak hantar brg kat aku go on k ! u noe who u r ...
im not a type nak takot !
kanina !
fuck lurh pwangai !

....

if u think tat you love tt some1 just go on :)

im happy if u find someone tat u love :)

im trying to sabar all this stuff ...

haish ! i noe karma around me ..
why cant u understand my heart ??

i try to understand all ur situation ..

i put my jealousy aside all that ..
haish ...
what ever k fafad ...
im just sick and tired of crying ...
penat ... and now im crying again ...
what if i do the same thing ??/
haish !
do u feel hurt if i do the same thing ?

i hope u understand my situation lah k ?

i love you .. ya im jealous ...

but why u nid to test my patience with all this ?

haish ...

so ya... fafad ... im tired of fyting with u ...

im sorry :(

i wan us to be happy :(

i dun wan us to fyte2 ...

I love you :)

Yesterday tonning with gf and fwen :)
hahs ! az,reena and me go drink :)
hmm . mabok oit . agaknye tak ckop tido kan ..
smalam tak bnyk bobual wit love ..
pasal ... she tgah baru habes uatkeje ..
adeade je aku kene sepak nan die :(

hahs ! hmm . yesterday myt baby sume ..
around 5 gf alek .. hahs ! da down eyk ? cian die..
hmm ade ke baby panggel aku kelng mabuk??
hahs ! ny lah az nak beli air ANCHOR
ishk ! play with lipas .. adoii !

after gf alek , dgn tibetibe sort aku dtg bobual pasl Zodiac ?
haha ! ape mimpi pon taktau .. planning after ton nak alek teros tap guess damn tired dhen alek uma nana aje lah:) hmm . smpai umah teros sleep mcm babi :)) tak ingat angon...

till 5:15pm aru angon :) whoa ! guess wat gf angon dulu shey ..
first tym she awake cpt :))
hahs  ! all the way dok umah nana mcm bdk bodoh play computer ..

at 10 plus da mandi2 sume go down myt gf and tros nak alek...
around 11 \plus kene screen wit 2 police mlayu oit !
hah ! hmm . siak uhc sengaje nak sebut name kuat2 pas tu ketawe . ish !

hmm . currently till now i haven sleep :))
accompany gf till she sleep... ish! tadi kan u noe wat...
gf prank by saying she going to kene tarik pasal kene screen :(
ii was thought its totally real .. ishk! tears jatoh oit !
check2 kene prannk ! ishk ! noti eyk baby !
haha ! u noe wat .. suke nah she test my jealousy ..
she asked me to throw away my jealousy ..
firm tak firm byy ?
jgn nanty aku da buang kau bising2 :)
haha !

suddenly she asked me "sape nurul?"
hahs ! dhe i say its my fwen u fwen ...
guess she jeles ..
tap how she noe nurul eyk .??
guess she check mu hp :)
tawu jgk kau jeles ... haha !
baby you damn ego jgk eyk ?
you r jus my littleMISS EGO
hahs  ! ishK ! geram uhc nan kau ! haha !
kalao jealous ckp takmu step tak jealous ^^
ishk ! she called me littleMR JEALOUS ?
ishk ! hahs ! ya mmg i jealous .. asl ?
u alwaes make me jealous tawu tak?
saket hati tap for wat nak show u ?ishk !

dalah tatwu ape nak ckp lagy .. nak dgr lagu update fb uhc .. bye gdnyte !

dissapointed :'(

Tears rolling down non-stop .
i can't take it this pain anymore :'(
why i can't hold the tears up ?

why can't u be like last tym nana ?
Why can't we sacrifice together again ?
why can't we ?
I noe both of us attach ...
Did i ever neglect you when im with chyqa or fafad ?
did i ever done tat ?

i noe u love ur gf but dun treat me like this lah..
if yesterday you noe i call you ,
why can't u call me back ?
you want to get away from me isit ?
if u wan tell me ..

i try to b patience with all this nana...
but seems like i cant hold it anymore...
its hurts me more ...

can you stop all this ?\
asal bile nan org laen kau ley bobual nan baek2?
why not me ?
why can't u treat me the same nana ?
sikit2 kau nk marah ...
haish ..
i hate it !

haish ! let me cool down first lah kehh ?
im sick and tired cared for you ...
dun blame me if i change...
Just wait & see okey ? :)

memories ...

THis video made by me :)

about four of us ..

This is how i noe them :)

where are you ??

Babyboo Fafad Kyoko....
where are you ?
Are you still asleep ? :(
hmm . dyy mishing u alots :(

Waeting for gf to awake ..
tadi she awake and now she asleep ..
haiyoo . cian baby still tired eyk ?
dyy understand tat you still feel tired :)
hmm , malam are we going to myt love ?
dyy want to hug you :(

Hmm . thanx for accompany me yesterday tonning wit me ..
tak sangke u sanggop accompany me till mawning :)
u still care for me ...
haha ! syg jugak kau kat aku ...
although you ny kasar slalu nak gigit and cubit ..
you still care for me ...
you are so swit baby :))
I love you babyboo !

dyy hope u serious in this relationship with me ..
lets build new future btw me n u ..
although i noe its hurt u still love kid ..
and u also hurt tat i still love chyqa...
we have to move on ...
i hope you go on with me , u will feel happy ..
i noe u cnt ferget kid because of he is the first guy who cried for you...
me too cnt ferget chyqa because she was the best i ever had :(
but no matter what we try not to think tat much ..

hope so kite tak asyik2 gado ..
cos i dun wan any problem to happen again in our relationship :)
please i hope so ..
i do love u alots love :)

i love you baby .. And i really do :)

hello :)

Hey everyone !
Lame eyk tak update blog .. hahs !
hmm .
smalam never ton ... atlast dapat ful blast :))

Smalam fyte with girlfwen ..
hmmm . everyday oit kite gado ..
haiyoo ..

Beiing friiend wiith you ...
There's alots of memoriies we shared ..
beiing in relationship with you ..
Alots of quarrel pop up ...
Why cant we continue with our swiit memories ?

this is alwaes in my mind :(
hmm . i noe karma is all around me ...
i deserve with all this ...

To haziqah ,
im sorry to make you hurt :(
Karma is all on me ..
i deserve this .. do take care of yourself okey ?
hmm . i was wandering what u feel is all what i feel ...
what u feel , i can feel ...
what does this mean ?
hmm , btw i mish youu :'(
take note this : You are the best i ever had :)
                 mark my word :)

16122010

Heyhey LONG TYM nvr update ... never GO BACK HOME for 5 days ...
hmm .. im 5 days outside alots of things happening oit :))
celebrating nana bdaey and go ton with FAFAD all lah ..
all the way no plan for few days but planning werk carwash ...
I bought for someone ferrero rocher and winner :))
hahs ! esok nye i go sheesha with my fwen .. huhu ! mcm nak mampos isap lah sampai habes :))
hahs ! Ader org mengamok shey .... i nvr text her :)) alahai kiyut nye kau :))
Myt her awhile and go bck ...
Yesterday awesome ! im happy ! swear ! if u all noe lah :))
hmm . nyari g ton pon best ,,, bored dok umah ...
tak lame lagy keje cisco :))
cnt waet klah penat ! byeee !

Heylo :)

Heylo ,
3 to 4 days nvr update blog .. been busy few day :( hmm .
yesterday go Class PIT at changi .. haha !! satu2 adui ! haha !
Hmm . yesterday also got to noe this girl .. hmm . aww . she shwiitt but im damn sorry i cnt move on :(
hmm . Now having sorethroat .. Like what the hell ~ haish ! hmm . Later myting NanaFana .. she ajak go amk amek gaji die .. hmm . da tu malam maybe ton .. tired stayig at hm oi ! haish guess i must make myself busy .. hmm ... otak blank luh ...btw i mishh someone ! haiyoo ! wake up pls ? im waeting ~!

boredom :(

Az chakie away oi ! hmm . bored ~ slalunye ketawe nye ade hari ini no laugh ...i miss my bushuk ! mane die eyk ...ade kat bwh katil ke ? hmm ...
hmm . just now chyqa text me up ... she say she want to go far away from me just cox she want see me n some1 to be happi ... haish ! hmm . what do you mean ? hmm .
HURT again ... hmm . nvm wat i can say i wont be far away from u ...
haish... btw how eyk FAFAD noe about break up all this eyk? hmm . just wandering ... hmmm .
Nana now with me ... si gylerh ny ishk ! battery hp flat oi ! nampaknye , nana pinjam phone okey .. haha ! hmm . dalah want have rest ... gdnyte . bye :( otak blank uhc ...wee~

Its oVer between us :(

Dear to my dearest shwiitheart ,
Do take care okaes ? i will always pray for ur safe :) hmm . i hope u cud find some1 better than me . Im not the one for you . All accusing make me hurts and all werds that come from ur mouth make me hurt .
You can say anything but not her cox she alwaes be there for me and i do really love her as my SIBLINGS . You cud say that im flirty but see in urself ? ur reaction ? I kept all this while and the more i kept quiet the more u accused . Im just sick and tired of moving on this relationship if everyday being like this . Im sorry to leave u now . And i noe its hurts alots but let its hurt now but not later . Cox i noe u will get hurt more by me soon or sooner :) Cox anything wat i done is all not ryte .. Thanx for being there for me and stay with me 4 months plus . YOU R THE BEST I EVER HAD :) Deleting 23072010

Yesterday we all united alek :)
Myt Az chakie , Nana Fana and Raden Huda ..
I miss you all oi ! hahs ! hmm . reunited shey :)
Nana Fana i noe what you did oi ! tipu ~ haha !
Pelik how i noe all this kan ? haha ! tulah nak tipu lagy ! amek kau ! haha!
kau naek 187 buat ape ? cakap nan papa ... haha !
datang step buat baek ! ishk ! haha !

Yesterday also i interview cisco ..
haiyo ! i passed my test 9/10 oi but .... pending because of my tatoo ! shit !
just sikit aje shey nak kene hilang kan ! haish ! i hope i get  this werk . i really want work :(
hmm . they say probably i can get but pasal tatoo .. how eyk ?

hmm klah gtg ! iloveyou !

Midnight ^^

Thanx PAPA u bought us MACDONALD ! haha !
Listed for Mc delivery ,

• 3 set Fillet all upsize to large
• 1 mc spicy alacarte
• 1 mc chicken alacarte
• 20pc nugget alacarte
• Cinnamon Melts

All together $44.05 include delivery charge :)
expensive shey :)
while eating my burger , i watch CINTA FITRI .. huhu ! i love FITRI face :)
Her face like some1 shey .. hahas ! hmm . Mcm ane ley tertido eyk ... padahal tgah tgk cinta fitri :(
haha ! hmm at 6 plus ... kakak kejot she ask me isap rokok :) haha ! check hp ade org tak knl msg :)
hmm . nak knl2 pagy2? pelik kan... hahs ! im ATTACHED .. sorry tapi kalao as fren blh :)

hmm . da msg2 troz tido :( haha ! ngantok sumpah :) GF call me at 7 plus ... till 8+ ... atlast i wake up and ny lah i on9 till now ...
Chat nan GF jap and Fafad ... GF mish me .. and i mish  too baby :(
Hmm . Yg Fafad text me she ade hal ..i advise her already not to involce . haiyo ! im sorry fafad but jayjay taknak loose u as my fren . haish !

Hmm . now GF lak tak eply my msg :(
haish ! yelah aku Chat sane sini cannot dhen .. urgghh nvm ...
haish !
LATER going interview cisco kat airport with AZ CHAKIE , GF and my sister .. i hope i get tu keje ...
klah gtg .. before that i took some photo yesterday ... hah ! me n GF :)

Everything CHANGE

How i wishh everything change like last tym ? :( hmm ~! why all change in the sudden ? hmm . i miss all tym when all of us sacrifice for each other :( hmm . Huda and Az let it be okey :) see till when okey ?
Currently Checking fb .. hmm ! damn bored .. hahs ! im stuck with this song man ! haha ! EVERY SECOND , EVERY MINUTE , EVERY HOURS !  haha ! ny lah epul siak uhc ... kan da stuck nan ny lagu ! haha ! samapi pompan aku tnye ape maksod :) hahs ! Later myting GF at 1 .. planning nak go interview today but .... rase mcm overslept gytu kan :) haha ! sorry az and CINTA :) penat oi :)  haha ! esok okey kite g interview :) haha ! makesure nye mesti kene nye ! haha ! sorry im just bored oi ! takley angkat ! haha ! waeting for kecyyk and azzei upload gambar lambat nye :( haha ! okey i think tats all lah ! otak blank !! penat ! hahah !

Listen to this song ... sedap :)
Iyiyi

Sentosa Outing

SENTOSA outing ! huhu ^^ best ! i suke skali :))
When sampai sane aje ... hujan lebat nan petir :((
nak mandi tapi hujan takot oit !
Hujan berhenti at nyte .. while waeting ujan berhenti, msging my  GF jgk ..
Haish . she go ECP entah nan sape ... haish ...
hmm ..i already say takmu g .. she refused ... up to u lah dear ...
I was also not i the mood ... with the two loverbird asyik berkepit dhen tak lyn kite sume ... haish ...
NANA u r really change ! hmm . kau sanggop tinggal kan huda aku az stakat tok kecyyk ... haish ... kau dtg pandang huda ke atau kecyyk actually ?
promise us nak mandi same2 but in the end ........
GET to noe u stead nan kecyyk tat day ... haiyoo makin berubah lah kau tu ...
Sorry to say AZ nan AKU tak suke .. haish ! but nvm LAST LONG korng due okey ? :))

Hmm , Hujan da berhenti we all go mandi ... haha ! satu2 perangai ... haha  !
Huda i tau u sad kan pasal nana berubah kan ? RELAX k ?
Hmm . every1 dah habes mandi kan ? we all go wash up ... hmm . WANGI oi ! hah ! hmmm . GF call me .. i ask her to myt up.. myt her at Outram Park station alone . Yang laen naek bus 963 ... yg nana dgn kecyyk naek teksi . left me alone ...
waet for her 30min i think .. haha ! sempat isap rokok 2 btg .. hmm ..
at last she reach and i give her my sacarstic attitude ( im sorry but in the sudden change )
hmmm . she come alone oi ^^ ckp nan kakak ...
i know mmg ade lelaki tap i noe she hide it :))
But i just smile infront of her :)) Thats wat i like to do oi :)
I was feeling like give up on her .. all this while i try my best not to show anything ..
haish ! i respect her man :))Hmm ... i dun get it ... im just too useless in relationship .
You deserve someone who is better than me . TRUST me baby ... im not good enough :)) haish !
I dun give u much attention :(( hmm .. Do u noe tat we gave alots of our tym with fren ?? dun u think tat ? when we got tym , we kluar nan kwn ... but wen we got no tym ... kite nak spent tym ... so weird kan ? Haish ! i really cant bear being like this ...
U alwaes say why am i still with u no matter how much i suffer ...
do u noe y i still with u...?
its all because of iloveyou :)
i need you by my side ... Because of small matter we fyte till nearly broke up ...
haish ! i just wish we r like last tym ....

noW i msg GF , but she no reply ....
IF u really dun WANT me anyore tell me and i will let you GO ..
I rather seeing u happy life dhen SUFFER when u wit me ...
Trust me baby ...
But remember if one day we r not TOGETHER i will gurantee u ,
YOU R THE BEST EVER DHEN OTHERS....
Mark my werd :))

 Yesterday AWESOME! haha ! dapat sleep with her oi ! haha !

she nak sleep i disturb her oi ! haha !

We took some photo oi ! haha ! baby sumpah aku rindu kau :'(

ishk ! haish !

Tomorrow going SENTOSA ! Enjoy my dae tomorrow ! What to wear ?
Singlet and Shorts ? haha ! maybe lah oi ! but i miss GF jgk :( hmmm .
haish ! nvm i hope esok dpt myt jap je ... i miss you like fuck ! ishk !
Esok kuar at 10 myt my fwen teman beli brg  present guy die .. haiyoo .. myt dan at 9 .. cpt pe ? -____-
haiyooo ... NVM nak  siap kan brg ny .. leceh oi !
alamak ! da stuck nan lagu beautiful monster oi ! haiyooo . sedap ^^
k lah tired update blog .. bored !

rainning non-stop ^^

waeting my GF come to my house oi ! hahs ! baby where you ?! im waeting ^^
i miss her oi ! hmm , its rainning outside ... best pe kalao tido :D haha ! hmm , no one home later .. ishk ! sume tinggal kan aku ... MENYAMPAH ! Tad otf nan Candy and Az chakie .. haha ! si budak PRISON .. haha ! she say " nak kuar ! nak kuar ! " guess like mcm she wanna kuar prison gitu ! haha ! CAndy*2 ... Dary tadi oi u bagy ketawe and btw im not sotong Katekz ! ishk ! siap kalao satu hari i jumpe u siap  kacau u rabak2 !

at last gf otw my house ! hees ~! nak hug tyte2 can ? Hmm . i tau u still angry with me kan ? its not refer to me lah dear ! ishk ! hmm . baby u r too INNOCENT oi ! hmm . haha ! ape ny yg aku mepek kan ... hahaha ! Tad kol nana ! why eyk i kol her .. ? oh , ya my FAVOURITE chocolate with her ! ishk ! besar siot tu chocolate ! geram shey ! ishk ! NANA bagy alek tuhh chocolate lah pantat ! ishk ! eh ! GF da naek bus otw my house oi ! haha ! blm madi shey aku ! nak kene WANGI ny ! haha ! alamak ! kakak aku dalam toilet mcm ane nak mandi ny ... ishk !

Huhu ! dalah tats all fer today malas nak tulis panjang2 .. nak siap2 ny kakak da kuar toilet ! nak mandi ! huhu ^^

Ne-Yo - Beautiful Monster + Lyrics (2010)

Novena square watching dance competition ^^

Today outing with family and Az Chakie oit ^^ enJOy alots ! hmm . Tot bringing my Gf along just want to kenal2 kan with My parents but ......... she say malu ... ahas ! Baby promise one day dyy bring u jumpe my parents okey ^^

Me and Az Chakie da Like org gyLerH oit . Camera man zoom kat kiterh je , kite tersengeh2 .. hahs ! Az ckp nak bgy Fatinn nampak , haha ! While gylerh2 , also calling2 nana cox mak nak upe nana ... guess WHAT ? Freshest Nutz won 3rd Place oit ! $500 fuck ?? ishk ! haiyooo ! hmm ,around 4plus Nana Come .. GERAM !  ... all finish aru nak dtg ? haiyoo ...
Nana do you you noe you change alots like FUCK ? not im the one saying but Az Chakie and mak say so .. and You blame  me by saying i make ur name bad isit ? what do you think of me ? What did i get if i say so ? haish ! You CHANGE FHM TAK FUCK after noeing her ! thats wat ppl say so ! change okey into better person oit ! okey stop it with this....

Go makan also like no MOOD ... head Spinning like Fuck ! getting fever ... haish ! Sampai at Car i gone rabak ... i was totally feel like vomitiing but .. tahan je ... i hope my baby were by my side to tc me :((
I miss her alots okey ! haish ! hmm , okey waet story cock up ... waet after gone kat car , i dun even sadar my parents sent them hm already ... when reach my block je kan i tgk they dun have ...
hahah ! sorry guys im just head spinning and fever come again ... hahah !
btw thanx Az Chakie accompany me tgk adik aku joget ! takmu sad sad okey ? cheer up FREN ... IM HERE FER YOU :))

dalah i nid some rest .... FEVER HERE i come again like fuck ! bye ! gdyte ! hees ~~

Yesterday was totally awesome spend tym with gf and all my frens at E.C.P. haha ! enjoy oi maen hujan sampai demam ! ishk ! yg BUTCH2 sume demam ! ishk !
Sampai semue Wangi2 oi ! bile Hujan lebat je kan ... amek Kau ... satu2 nampak muke masai ! hahah ! Ishk tak suke oi baju bau busuk ! ishk ! geram oi ! mcm nak alek aje ...
around pkol 8 kite gerak alek ... satu2 muke mcm drug ADDICT ... hahah ! siaksiak ^^
hees~

currentLy chaTTing nan gf mcm org gylerh ...
she senyumsenyum dpn Lappy ...  bby sumpah you gilerh ... tapi tetap i sygkan you .. hahah !
U r just one in a million oi !
hahah !

im sad , geram , benci ! ishk !
U noe wat get to noe AMAR still LOVE HAZIQAHH ! ishk ! haish ! saket HATI ! Feel like BACK OFF ! but i cant ! she is my GIRL ... and i PROUD to have ryte now .. but HURT ryte now ! FUCK ! haish ! FUCK OFF LAH AMAR ! CB sak ! haish !