:'(

See th girl i kissed ?

I really love her much .

I know whats coming right behind her . 

She become more sensitive .

I swalow everything cos me myself was thinking what will happen .

Its not th time for me to happy happy siia . 

You will see i'm smilling all that ,

but yet truly im sick being a pretenders .

Enough tears waste thinking of you .

Please baby i'm not ready fr everything even you ryte ?

Lots problem in my head .

Kept myself silent and pretend nothing happen but its totally hurt much :/

I'm scared , 

what will happen ?

I pray to god so hard nothing happen . 

I dun wish things happen again :'/ 

please understand me . 

I'm being cranky all this while cos im sick thinking all this . 

i can't stop thinking about you .

How precious you are to me ?

You are so much much precious . 

Please baby don't be so cranky cos me myself  being that mode but being strong face to everythings .

#idon'twishtolooseyou :'(