"having a thot of turning back to straight :) my real world :)) but nah ???

I'm still wide awake . 

I can't sleep . My mind was ruining everything . 

I just can't explain anything that happening now . 

I'm weak to overcome this again & again . 

I've been keeping deep deep inside . 

I ca't let it out anymore . 

When i was about to tell everything ,

I was asked to shut up ,

But when i kept quiet and just keep it in my heart , 

You don't like and angry with me . 

What should i do now ?

You can just hate her for all you want ,

Cos i won't hate her for once . 

You can show your attitude .

She never done anything wrong towards you .

She didn't even fuck you around . 

She treat you like a lil'sister but yet this you give it to her ?

Not side you or her actually but yet please 

OPEN UP your eyes WIDELY .

Well you show people that you hate people all that , 

what if one day its happen to you ?

People hate with your character ?

Think far my dear ,

Its hard to overcome all this .

And hell yeah i won't ever say word 'LEAVE'

Cos its won't stated on my dictionary .

And yes , how your character is ,

I still accept for who you are . 

I'm trying to be the best person in your life but things bring down when you post,

"having a thot of turning back to straight :) my real world :)) but nah."

I'm down much much . GOSH ! 

Well , things happen i can't do anything already , 

Follow with the flow . 

Nothing i could force .

ILOVEYOU GF